That's where I am. Starting something new. And it's scary and exciting and bizarre and weird all at the same time. As of today, I am unemployed, single, and a full time student. Needless to say....
Yes. I am freaking out! I've never not held a job so this is gonna take some getting used to. But it's for the good of all mankind!!! Ok, it's for the good of all KENYA-kind. I need to focus on school and having person after person tell me this I finally took the plunge. I am now and until further notice...Just a student. Did I mention I'm freaking out?
Thank GOD for supportive people in my life otherwise I'd be way worse off. Having a good support system is IMPERATIVE!!! It's during these trying times you learn who's really in your corner, and who was just there when the going was easy. As soon as things get hard...they have to run for they're lives...
Chile please...I surely ain't got no time for that! But I won't let that deter me and my goals. I will keep my support group and do what I need to do to make it through this rough patch. Because truly that is what this is. God is with me, I know that he will never leave me or forsake me. And I will use this blog as a sort of stress relief. You can count on seeing lots of venting and near nervous breakdowns on here. But you can also expect to see me win. To conquer my beasts and to rise above. Because that's what I have to do. Not for my family or my friends. I have to do this. FOR ME!
So stay tuned, because this just got real.
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