Yes Gawd!

What's up peeps! Just popping in to let y'all know what's new. I know I said I was gonna post more but y'all the struggle is real. Lol. I'm trying. I am also working on hopefully getting an actual camera (Saints pray! 🙏🏾) and revamping this page. I decided that this is something I want to utilize more to document my self discovery. You're never too old to find yourself and I feel like because we change so much over time we go through many times of self discovery. But this one for me is special and I want to share along the way.

Someone who really inspired me was Shamless Maya (will post a video below). If you have never seen her let me tell you she is not only funny and talented but she just has a way about her. She is very free with her feelings and emotions and she always shares positive messages. I really like her channel. Anyway after watching one particular video I was just inspired! I've wanted to start a YouTube channel for the longest but felt like I didn't have anything to offer. But I'm working on some ideas and I think I'm just gonna do it. Even if I'm the only person who ever watches them, at least I put myself out there and went for it. I'm not even doing it for that reason, I just want to create! I'm at my happiest when I'm being creative and I need that a lot right now. So anyway, yea I'm gonna let go and let God as they say and just go for it! I have nothing to lose! Anyway! Talk to you beautiful people later!✌🏾❤️

Shameless Maya

http://youtu.be/gnuZaUzVlmY

I'm in a fog....ZZZzzzZZZzzz

Focus seems to be what I am lacking as of late. I am not holding my own with school, work, and working out. I'm just tired. (Depression maybe? It's the only reason I can think of.) I just can't seem to get it together and I have to get it together. But I just wanna sleep...ALL THE TIME. And my dilemma as it were, is that I don't want to be medicated all the time. It makes me feel so weird and not like myself. I hate it. I was prescribed prozac. (Yes it was that bad.) But I have stopped taking it. I feel fine other than being ridiculously tired. I am at least myself. I'm kinda outgoing, more so than I was. It's literally that I just wanna sleep...all day...and all night...nothing else matters.

Has anyone else been in this position? Any suggestions?

I've tried vitamin B, multivitamins...energy drinks....tons of coffee...LOL. 

Nothing works. I need something (natural if possible) that will give me energy. Leave me a comment and let me know what you guys do for energy and focus. 

Clarity...and a whole lot of honesty....

Okay y'all...Trying something different. I recorded it but I didn't do any editing. It's the first video and it's mostly just to explain why I'm doing this. I will do better on future blogs...er...vlogs...LOL

Anyhoo...check it out. :)

Under Construction

Revamping this here blog o' mine to give a fresh new start. I will be relaunching it soon, so stay tuned for more on my crazy life, but also added content like reviews on movies, food, and some of my amazon purchases. I will also be asking you guys for ideas on what you want to read about to keep this blog updated and fresh. New blog post weekly! And as I stated in the previous post, VLOGS! (Video Blogs, for those who don't know! Now ya know! LOL)

See you guys soon!!!